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Friday, November 6, 2009 3:09 PM
One fine day...
He was left alone and unoccupied again.. Unlike his classmate, he wants to do something, even sleep. Otherwise, his mind would wander, like how it did on the way here.
Then, an old friend came. Like all around him, she showed concern, gave advice. And he reflected.
Girl, i guess you know how hard it is to be bestfriends when you still love a guy.
I hate to be alone, i hate to be unoccupied,
Yet all the bros seem to have left me.
And then flashbacks of the past start playing.
Then, i would have the urge to cry out,
yet, i cant.
Given a final chance, i promise i will change.
I promise i will spend more time with you.
I will take out every saturday,
Saturdays which i always reserve to spend with my friends,
to spend it with you.
I promise not to leave you in the lurch again,
I promise, I promise.
Because, i know how painful it is to be apart,
And i really really wanna be with you again.
Girl, instead of being sad over our flashbacks,
why not let us create new memories together again?
8Letters, 3 words, one meaning, for you.
I Love You.Thanks joel, despite ur own relationship problems, u were still there.
Thanks joshua, for trying all ways and means to cheer me up.
Thanks bro and cheryl, for leaving me in the lurch so i know what it truely means to be alone.
Thanks Yanling, for showing concern to the both of us, despite having exams.
Thanks Ven, for screwing everything.
Letting go.
1:30 AM
You left the sweetest taste in my mouth. How i wish i can have your love again.I officially declare that Cheryl Sng and Wong Li Ser are crazy.
Even though i know the reason why u wanted to leave me, i still did not say a word.
Because i know, it is my fault.I'll be your best fren till god lets us be together again. I promise, :)
The end... is it?
Thursday, November 5, 2009 1:50 AM
Day 88 of ven and gracia's dairy...
... Well, this time, we quarreled, real bad. Somehow i couldnt take it anymore. Giving leeway so many times and still being treated this way, that was what was in my mind then and then.
From quarrel, to talking, we finally cooled down somehow. But then again, the thing that i tried so hard to avoid has come- we had to part.
Talked alot, had postponed my windows update restart dunno how many times. But still didnt manage to salvage the relationship. We ended here... Or did we?
To all the guys that tried to cheer me up the past few days, be it from school, from the 8bros, the plurkers, i would like to say a big thank you for all your concerns. But still... i was unable to salvage things...
To Gracia. Thank you for being the love of my life once. U may not be there in person anymore, but u're always here in my heart.
Iloveyou.I wished, there would be a final chance...From then on, the dairy was left blank... But it didnt end, because of something called hope.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009 11:04 AM
Well, its strange how i suddenly picked up posting google images.
Apparently, my bus 157 lambat very bad at the PIE junction, and so by the time i reached KAP, it was already 9.15am. So i decided not to go for children's lit class...
During the trip, many things went about my mind. Whatever that happened last night, the talk with hun, the plurks... its just heartbreaking.
The worst part is, i didnt want my bestfren to worry, but... i still got her worried anyway. Being in cranky mode, she told me something, something that i am doing right now. Reflection.
Was i really a good boyfriend?Did i really care for her enough?Do i deserve this?Love will not end unless both parties concede defeat. And i haven't.
Till judgement day (day 120), i'll do all i can.
Iloveyou.
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Enough of blabbering, time to do my dpl elearning.
Labels: I'm hanging on.
Monday, November 2, 2009 10:00 PM
Some sses. Shall Caption them later when i get home.
CanCan BeatUp Perf Record.
Sam, this for u. More great, but more score too :D
5 non-perfs in be my lover br.
My Bml br record :D
tagboard
hey baby, give me a kiss
Born with the name KokJie, but people around call me Ven. 
CanCan BeatUp Perf Record.
Sam, this for u. More great, but more score too :D
5 non-perfs in be my lover br.
My Bml br record :D